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[Dec. 31st, 2004|10:31 am] |
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hmmmm... God is urinating... he must seriously have some sort of bladder problem cuz it's been going on for a week now. damn it too wet for offroading... can't go surfing...too cold...well then this weekend we're headed to Mammoth or what not for snowboardin cuz that's the only reasonable way to beat this boredom. new, fresh snow... hehehe time to go eat my Mac n Cheese! :p |
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[Dec. 30th, 2004|01:33 pm] |
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i accidentally deleted my picture...oh well. i was changing my colors (cuz i can't resist the pink) and i deleted it. don't ask why or how. cuz i don't know. but on the up side, my colors are pretty! :) |
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[Dec. 29th, 2004|01:25 pm] |
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Something has been taken from deep inside of me. A secret I’ve kept locked away, no one can ever see. Wounds so deep they never show, they never go away. Like moving pictures in my head for years and years they've played. It's easier to run, replacing this pain with something numb. It's so much easier to go than face all this pain here all alone. Sometimes I remember the darkness of my past. Bringing back these memories I wish I didn’t have. Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back. And never moving forward so there would never be a past. Just washing it aside, all of the helplessness inside; pretending I don't feel misplaced is so much simpler than change. If I could change I would. Take back the pain I would. Retrace every wrong move that I made I would. If I could stand up and take the blame I would. I would take all the shame to the grave.... |
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[Dec. 23rd, 2004|10:20 am] |
how's my break so far?
-hangovers...suck
-driving that beautiful mercedes conertible that some of us ahem recieve for christmas cuz theyre so goddamn spoiled. but i am grateful they are willing to share the joys of driving it. ;]
-offroading at night is quite the experience. let me tell you. fun. yet very dangerous.... but so much goddamn fun!
-hooka tonight....mmmm fruity!
then i don't know what else movie's on saturday. yah yah i know i know im Christmas but who cares? they said it's ok. or i might just NOT go and spend time with the family... yah that sounds like fun.... all in all, break is going by way to fast. |
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| Break Away |
[Dec. 22nd, 2004|10:28 am] |
I'm sick of this place...
Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window
Dreamin' of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray
Trying hard to reach out
But, when I tried to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I prayed I could break away
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish, take a chance, make a change
And break away
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But, I won't forget all the ones that I love
I'll take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And break away
Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get on board a fast train
Travel on a jetplane, far away
And break away
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish, take a chance, make a change
And break away
Out of the darkness and into the sun
I won't forget all the ones that I love
I gotta take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And break away
Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging round revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me
But, gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, break away
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye, gotta
Take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And break away
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But, I won't forget of the place I come from
I gotta take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And break away |
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[Dec. 4th, 2004|08:03 am] |
fuck. if anybody knows the order of the geometry notebook PLEASE let me know! otherwise i'm gonna fail that class with a very low F.
*Derek, you will always be in our hearts. I believe in you and I know you can pull through. I love you. We all do. You are the best guy I've ever met you've taught me so much. If you leave now I think we're all gonna be lost without you. I LOVE YOU DEREK! HANG IN THERE! YOU CAN DO IT! (you pulled through once, you can do it again)* |
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| ((My secret love)) |
[Dec. 3rd, 2004|02:38 pm] |
Don't worry, you'll know who you are soon enough.
Jackie and Josie....keep guessing my dickies, keep guessing. :}
oh yah, and ASK YOUR GODDAMN MOTHER! i changed the day to NEXT SATURDAY! DECEMBER 11! |
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[Nov. 22nd, 2004|08:25 pm] |
ok so on saturday my dear friend Niaz Farighi's 15 birthday and party.
I got there and we ate then sucked up the helium balloons and sounded all fucked up.
Then I got mummified in streamers and then we decided to run down Niaz's street and yah people started staring at us but I think that might've been because I was still covered in streamers and Neeloufar shouted "LET'S GO STREAKING!"
haha
then we go back and and I did Jackie and Josie's makeup they looked quite baeutiful. ;] Then we watched Along Came Polly and Jackie kept on sharting. =/
after the movie we ate the cake and Niaz opened her presents haha my cousins were embarrassed of their gift and so they wanted to hide in the closet and I hid with them cuz my gift was part of theirs. We had a jolly old time in the closet. ;] with that fly swatter.
ok so then it was dancing time and us asians didn't know how to persian dance with the acception of Jackie. 0.0 ooh lala. (I'm still workin on it someday my tummy will be alive just like yours.) haha Jackie, Josie, Kathleen and I hid in the bathroom and we saw this button and decided to press it together so that if it was like an alarm, we would all get in trouble together. we didn't think it did anything until Niaz cam up and asked us about it. =)
ok here's the good part we go back downstairs and I wanted to go into the backyard. We went out barefoot and her mom told us to go back and get our shoes and stuff so we go them and when I went back, I RAN RIGHT INTO THE SCREEN DOOR! it popped out along with me while i was still running.
hahahahahaha ooooooooooooooooohh man. if that's not blonde I don't know what is.
so after that little "incident" we played limbo and I never knew I was that flexible. =P After limbo and twister we played cards and I am I master of "SPEED" anyone dare to challenge me it's on. haha oh and the animal game was quite fun too.
so I went home at ll and yah. It was kinda too early I wanted to stay longer. oh well I had fun. :]
I'll put pictures in once I can figure out how to do so. :}
oh yah and Niaz, that is one fancy little toilet you got there. It is quite spiffy. =} |
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[Nov. 15th, 2004|09:03 pm] |
hehehehe.....
I have a headache. time to change my colors once again. i have a idea for new colors that will be the BOMBDIGGITY!
hahaha
i love you all! |
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| Can't do this anymore, won't feel you anymore... |
[Nov. 8th, 2004|06:55 pm] |
been a little on the down side lately. can't wait for christmas, ;] nothing else to say. i feel weird. yep yep. my new color kick some hardcore ass. i need to get me a new picture onto this thing. Like i said, i have a myspace although i see absolutely NO POINT in having one. but oh well.
*taps foot impatiently*
school is bad.
home is bad.
life is bad.
PMS? i think not. i would know if it is.
remind me again what there is to look forward to? oh. ha. ABSOLUTELY NOTHING? that's what i thought. I need to stop now. I need to stop acting like a brat. I feel like I'm complaining too much of things that even I don't know of.
*note to self*
RENT WELCOME TO THE DOLLHOUSE SO THAT BRITTANY CUMBUSH WON'T KILL ME!
i found a lizard today at practice. I was about to serve with it on my raquet but i'm not THAT cruel. that was the highlight of my day.Then Jackie got me all wet. ;]
i'm out.
PEACE. \\// |
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[Nov. 5th, 2004|06:55 am] |
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UGH! why is my voice so gay? ew i sound all... gross. |
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[Nov. 4th, 2004|07:42 am] |
Asking myself the question what is it that I want and what is it that I need?
"So get back, back, back to the disaster, my heart's beating faster, holding on to feel the same. This may never start, we could fall apart, and I'd be your memory..."
Whatever I am happy with I will keep.
But then again, how could I not be content with where I am now? I can't ask for more at the moment. I don't know what I'm so sad about. |
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[Nov. 1st, 2004|10:43 pm] |
I wanted to go trick or treating but something came up. I'm just gonna tell you i got in a car crash. That's part of what happened. I got like, whiplash and now my neck hurts.
my cousins turned 15 last week. congragulations. I LOVE YOU GUYS!
i erased my homeowork off of my computer. now i have to start all over again but i really dont feel like it. im kinda mad.
i now have a myspace so to those of you who kept badgering me to get one...I GOT ONE! now i'll add you as a friend. happy? damn you people need to get lives.....i need a life. hahah MY COUSINS ARE MY LIFE!
SODOMY FOR LIFE!
Lisa is turning 15 in 2 days.
KEEP THAT IN MIND BITCHES!
that's all for now i think im gonna go to sleep now so that i can get to school early tomorrow. dude this morning i woke up and hour early cuz i didn't bother to change my clock, and so i got all panicky. i got ready in 20 minutes and then when i was done i turned on the T.V. and it was only 7:00 A.M. WTF!!!! ok bye now! *muah*
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I'm fat. |
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| Homecoming is tomorrow. |
[Oct. 29th, 2004|08:00 pm] |
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If you're reading this and you see me tomorrow, please don't be alarmed if I look even more disgusting than I usually do. I hope everyone who goes will have a good time. |
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[Oct. 25th, 2004|07:29 pm] |
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ok, I. HATE. my dress! I'm gonna look SO bad on homecoming night. :[ |
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[Oct. 24th, 2004|10:13 pm] |
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I don't know if you know this, but I can see right through you. You're just an act. |
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